"Apa artinya menjadi dirimu sendiri?
Membedakan dirimu sendiri dengan orang lain"
Di sampul majalah yang ada pada sebuah toko
Tiba-tiba aku melihat tulisan itu
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Jika menyukai sesuatu aku akan bilang aku menyukainya
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Hal berharga yang ingin kita lindungi juga berubah
Dari harta karun yang tak perlu penjelasan
Menjadi perilaku sosial yang kita terima hanya untuk dipahami
Semakin kita dewasa
Kita menjadi makhluk yang penuh penyesalan
Tapi meskipun begitu
Pasti akan ada sesuatu yang kau dapatkan
Karena itulah aku akan menjadi diriku sendiri
Dan kau akan menjadi dirimu sendiri juga
Sejak awal itu bukanlah sesuatu yang harus kita cari
Aku bukanlah dirimu
Dan kau juga bukan dirimu
Kita membentangkan dan menggabungkan tangan kita
Di sanalah cinta itu akan muncul
Begitulah caranya
Menjadi diri sendiri itu sebenarnya seperti apa?
Kita semua memiliki sesuatu yang tak tergantikan
Tidak ada yang salah dengan kehidupan yang selalu berubah
woensdag 15 april 2015
woensdag 31 december 2014
gedicht "YOU"
I
whisper at your ear
Can
you hear?
If
no is your answer
You’ve
gotta be closer
It’s
my heart I offer
Cause
I’m here
To
wipe your tear
Just
hold that spear
To
strengthen our love oh Dear
Let’s
build the future
Grab
it from nature
Now
I get torture
Cause
I see you blur
Please
hug me for sure
The
distance is our case
Cannot
meet your face
I’m
being quite stress
Don’t
be like an ice
Don’t
let the time flies
Nothing
I could say
Gotta
find that way
Our
destiny I pray
To
be like an X-ray
Break
through the hay
I
whisper at your ear
Can
you hear?
If
no is your answer
You’ve
gotta be closer
It’s
my heart I offer
Cause
I’m here
To
wipe your tear
Just
hold that spear
To
strengthen our love oh Dear
Let’s
build the future
Grab
it from nature
Now
I get torture
Cause
I see you blur
Please
hug me for sure
The
distance is our case
Cannot
meet your face
I’m
being quite stress
Don’t
be like an ice
Don’t
let the time flies
Nothing
I could say
Gotta
find that way
Our
destiny I pray
To
be like an X-ray
Break
through the hay
maandag 29 december 2014
Kutipan tentang Bumi
“Umat manusia ; spesies paling cerdas di planet, bisa melakukan apapun, tetapi dipengaruhi oleh kebencian dan masa mudanya. Sebuah spesies itu cepat berkembang, namun lambat menuju kedewasaan.
Dahulu kalau sebuah spesies yang peduli dengan rumahnya, sumber dayanya, membiarkan egonya mendominasi keputusannya. Masa bodoh dan lalai telah memiliki pengaruh mendalam di seluruh dunia. Pengaruh yang bisa dibalikkan, jika alam diberikan waktu untuk memperbaiki kerusakan.
Ingatlah…
Kita hanya memiliki satu rumah.”
vrijdag 12 december 2014
Quotations of Great People
"Every time you tear a leaf off a calendar, you present a new place for new ideas and progress."
- Charles Kettering
- Charles Kettering
"It’s not how much we give, but how much love we put into giving."
- Mother Theresa
- Mother Theresa
"Technology is nothing. What’s important is that you have a faith in people, that they’re basically good and smart, and if you give them tools, they’ll do wonderful things with them."
- Steve Jobs
- Steve Jobs
"Tell me and I forget. Teach me and I remember. Involve me and I learn."
- Benjamin Franklin
- Benjamin Franklin
"Success is not final, failure is not fatal, it is the courage to continue that counts."
- Winston Churchill
- Winston Churchill
"Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared."
- Buddha
- Buddha
"We think that forgiveness is weakness, but it’s absolutely not, it takes a very strong person to forgive."
- T. D. Jakes
- T. D. Jakes
"A hero is someone who understands the responsibility that comes with his freedom."
- Bob Dylan -
- Bob Dylan -
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."
- Eleanor Roosevelt
- Eleanor Roosevelt
"Technology is best when it brings people together."
- Matt Mullenweg
- Matt Mullenweg
"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony."
- Mahatma Gandhi
- Mahatma Gandhi
"A new command I give you. Love one another, as I have loved you. So you must love one another."
- Jesus Christ
- Jesus Christ
"Don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant."
- Robert Louis Stevenson
- Robert Louis Stevenson
"The journey of thousand miles begins with one step."
- Lao Tzu
- Lao Tzu
"Kites rise highest against the wind, not with it."
- Winston Churchill
- Winston Churchill
"The power of imagination makes us infinite."
- John Muir
- John Muir
"Vision without execution is just hallucination."
- Henry Ford
- Henry Ford
"Everyone wants to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down."
- Oprah Winfrey
- Oprah Winfrey
zaterdag 5 juli 2014
The Lovely Village
The
sunlight brightens up my days. I looked at the skyscrapers. Quite boring! I was
thinking about moving from here to a village. I wanted to change my life for a
while. Even though I had everything in my hometown, wealth dan glamourous life
sometimes made me bored. So, I decided to live in a village with my driver and
his wife. She was my servant actually.
“Do
you really want to do this, Sweetheart?”, asked Mum.
“Yes,
I do.”, I said firmly.
“Luna,
everything that you need, just call me and mention it. Will you be okay?”
“Okay,
Dad. Thank you.”
“Alright,
off you go!”, said Dad.
It
took four hours to reach to my countryseat in this village. I arrived there at
night. It was a cold night. We did not need an air-contirioner here. I nearly could
not sleep but I had to. I wore double blankets on that night.
In
the morning, I went to my new school for the first time. My driver and his wife
did not accompany me at all. I walked alone through a rocky path. There was no
road here, only a rocky path. It was a country road. I enjoyed the fresh air
and saw a wide rice field. The farmers were working at the rice field.
I
read the school board. It was written “Nglawak
Junior High School”. Yes, because this village named Nglawak so did its school. It was a weird name I thought. I was
lost in a room until I met my teacher. She recognized me that I was new here.
She guided me into my class and made me introduce my self.
“Hello
Guys, my name is Luna Permatasari. You can call me Luna. Nice to meet you all.”
“Hi,
Luna!”, said all of the students.
I
was on the second grade of Junior High School. This school had only one class
for each grade. People in this village rarely put their children to school. Some of them cannot pay the charge.
How pity they are!
I
sat beside a girl named Nisa. When the breaktime, the students came around me
and asked me many questions. I answered it one by one. Then we went to the food
vendors. They sold tempura, siomay, cilok, and batagor. I did
not buy anything but they did. There was no canteen or cafetaria at this
school.
After
school, the girls asked me to gather with them at the field. They said that we would
play traditional games such as dakon,
bekel, egrang, gobak sodor, etc.
“Alright,
but I will change my school uniform first.”, I said.
The
girls agreed. Actually they wanted to wait for me when I changed my clothe. But
I told them not to do that because it would
take long enough time. After I ate my lunch, I asked Mr. Dadang, my driver,
about where the field was. He explained completely but when I was looking for
the field, I was lost. I was walking slowly and thinking hard.
“Hi,
Luna! What are you doing here?”, suddenly a boy came up with his bike.
“Hi!
You are my classmate, aren’t you? I am trying to find the field but I think I
am lost.”
“Yes,
I am. Let me introduce my self, my name is Suparno, but you can call me Vano.
Well, I will help you to find it.”
“Thanks,
Vano.”
“Okay,
just get ride on my bike. We will get there faster than walking.”
I
got ride on his bike. While he was riding, he showed me a beautiful view of
this village. I could see the trees, hear the humming birds, and inhale the
fresh air. It was awesome. I never felt like this before. One thing that made
me giggle was people in this village were looking for louses on the other
people’s head. They did it at noon in front of their house. A few minutes
later, we arrived at the field.
“Luna,
I thought you were lost.”, said Nisa.
“Yes,
but alhamdulilah I met Vano. He took
me here.”
“Do
you mean Suparno? Wow, you are lucky. He is the son of head-village here.”
Then
I played together with them. I was so glad. Not only girls in this field, but
there were boys who were playing gasing.
At
night, there was a movie outdoor on Vano’s yard, we called it layar tancap. Vano invited me there. At
midnight, he took me home.
“Thank
you for taking me home, Van.”
“You’re
welcome. It is too dangerous for a pretty girl like you walking alone at night.”
I
laughed and blushed.
“Lu,
will you go out with me after school? I am going to show you something
beautiful.”
“Yeah,
why not?”, I smiled at him.
“Okay,
I will pick you up tomorrow. We will go to school together. Good night, Luna!”
“Good
night, Vano!”
Ë
The
next day, after school, Vano took me to the waterfall. I touched the water. It
was so cold. He swam and he watered me.
“Are
you happy?”, asked Vano.
“Definetely
yes. You make me impressed with this awesome scenery.”
“Good.
Because when you are happy, so am I.”
Vano
invited me to his home. He said he wanted to change his wet clothe. I waited
for him inside his home. His home was the largest among other people’s in this
village, but he did not have modern stuff Iike I did in my home. A few minutes
later, Vano called my name from the outside.
“LUNA!”,
he shouted.
I
went outside. Vano had changed his clothe and he was sitting on a horse’s back.
Wow, I did not know he could ride a horse.
“Come
on! Let’s ride a horse with me.”, offered him.
I
moved closer to the horse. “Vano, I never ride a horse before so I’m a bit
scared.”
“Don’t
worry! Trust me, I will never let you fall. Here, take my hand.”
I
was sitting in front of Vano at the horse’s back. He put his hand around my
waist and held the horse’s rope. Everyone watched us. It seemed they were
amazed.
“Why
do people stare at us, anyway?”
“Because
you are pretty, Luna.”
“Oh,
come on, don’t be joking. Why?”
“Alright.
Because I am the richest guy and the only guy who has five horses at home. They
don’t. Yeah, because of my beloved father.”
After
we had moved around this village by riding the horse, we stopped at a river.
Vano gave his horse a chance to drink. He was sitting next to me at the
riverside. I was so tired.
“If
you’re tired, you may put your head on my shoulder.”, he said.
“How
do you know what I feel?”, I said and then I put my head on his shoulder.
He
hold my hand and said, “Because we’re created from one heart, Luna.”
Ë
When
my neighbour held a wedding party in their home, it was so noisy. They played dangdut music all day long.
Unfortunately, the diesel machine was put near my home. I cannot sleep well. It
was their tradition when someone was married. But I respected them by not
complaining. Then I thought about Vano. He was the most handsome guy in Nglawak village. I think he was very
kind too. But there was just one thing which I did not like from him, sometimes
he was conceited. I knew that he was the son of head-village so perhaps it made
him like that. He often showed his wealth to people.
I
had been at Nglawak village nearly
one year. So, I would be at third grade of junior high school. I spent my days
to enjoy this life with my friends, especially Vano. We played and studied
together. Everything had changed when people in this village had known their
head-village did corruption. People reported this case to the police. The
police imprisoned Vano’s father and gave him imprisonment for two years.
All
of the students in the class felt lazy to talk with Vano. He used to sit on the
most front desk but now on the corner in this class. No one wanted to sit
beside him. I pitied him. So I left Nisa and sat beside Vano.
“Vano,
are you okay? You look so pale. Have you eaten your breakfast?”
I
did not get any responses. It was already seven o’clock but the teacher did not
come yet. Then I stood in front of the class. My friends were looking at me. I
knew they wondered about what I was doing.
“Guys,
listen to me, I know that Vano’s father was a corruptor and he has been in
prison. I think it is fair and the problem has done. You don’t have to under
estimate Vano. It wasn’t his fault. I beg to you all, please be nice to him.”,
I explained.
After
school, I was walking together with Vano. He became a very quiet person.
Suddenly, there was a man who mocked him.
“Hi,
Idiot! Your dad will have been in jail for two years I think that is not
enough! He needs to be given a capital punishment. Haha.”, then the man ran
away.
Vano
did not say anything. He bowed his head. I felt compassion to him. I put my arm
around his shoulder and slapped it carefully.
“Don’t
hear that man. He’s crazy. You still have your mom and me. We love you and I
will always be in your side, Vano.”
I
wished he would say thanks to me but in fact he did not say anything as usual.
It was okay. I understood the situation.
Ë
Someday
we got a bad news. Someone killed Vano at night when Vano was going out from
home. His dead body was found at the path. When I got information about Vano’s
death, I was really shocked. He was my closest friend in this village but today
he was gone. Vano’s mother could not stop crying.
In
the prison, when Vano’s father got information about it, he was not ready for
it. He got frustrated and did not have a desire to live anymore. He decided to
end his life by crashing his head to the wall. So, he was dead too.
Vano’s
mother could not accept this situation. She lost her only son and her beloved husband.
She still could not stop crying. Day by day, she was absent-minded. This
village became a nightmare for me. After I did my final test, I wanted to be
out from Nglawak Junior High School.
I was going to continue my third grade at my old-school.
There
were too many sweet memories between Vano and I in the village. I could not
handle it. So I went back to my hometown. I realized that living in the village
was not as good as I imagined and living in the city not as bad as I thought.
THE END
The Surrogate Mother
Rizal lost his lovely wife two
years ago. She passed away because of an illness. Since then, Rizal lived with
his only son, Albern, and a servant named Mbok Pinem. Albern grew up and now he
was seven. Rizal was a bussiness man at his office. Accidentally, he ran into
Wita there. Wita was an investor at one of Rizal’s trades. They had known each
other since they were in Elementary School. At that time, Rizal was in the sixth grade and Wita was in the first
grade. Rizal had ever saved Wita from an abductor. But they were separate since
Rizal started his Senior High School.
One day, Rizal introduced Wita to
Albern. Firstly, Albern did not like her. In fact, Albern hated every woman
which was intimated with his father. While Rizal was sitting closely next to
Wita, Albern always disturbed and try to separate them.
“Dad, would you please make me
some milk?”
“You can ask Mbok Pinem to do
that, Albern.”, Rizal said.
“No, Dad. I want you to make it.”,
Albern begged him.
See, it was just Albern’s alibi.
Then Rizal left Wita and went to the kitchen. Albern sat beside Wita. Wita
tried to make friendly conversation with Albern. But Albern replied her
sharply. So, Wita handed a candy out from her Prada bag.
“Here a candy bar for you, Dear.”,
Wita gave it to him.
After it, Albern talked to Wita calmly.
He was delighted to eat the candy.
As time went by, Rizal frequently
went to somewhere and spent the time together with Wita. Albern could not be
mad because they always brought a few souvenirs for him.
“Wow, how cool this toy is.
Thanks, Dad!”, Albern exclaimed.
“Aunt Wita chose it, she knew
what you liked. Just say thank to her.”, Rizal said.
“Thank you, Aunt Wita.”
“You’re welcome, Albern. I’m glad
you like it.”, Wita answered.
YYY
Rizal asked Wita to take Albern
to school at Fashion Charity Show. Lately, Rizal was very busy at his office. He
had been in his office since dawn. So, Wita had been at Rizal’s house since
dawn. She woke Albern up, bathed him, made up his hair, and then took him to
school. She waited for Albern as long as the show.
Albern got a lot of compliments
for his performance that day. His hair looked cooler because Wita made it up.
Deep inside in his heart, Albern said thank to Wita. He was shy to say it
directly. When the show had finished, Albern was excited and running around
with his friends. Suddenly, his head struck the corner of a table because his
height as tall as the table. He cried and held his bruised forehead. Wita
swiftly came to him then hugged and carried him to outside of the building.
There was an ice-cream seller there. So Wita bought him a vanilla ice cream.
She knew that Albern loved vanilla flavour from Rizal. Albern stopped crying
and ate it. Wita still carried him until they got in the car. She set a
seatbelt to him.
“Does it still hurt, Honey?”,
Wita asked.
“Yes, it does.”, said Albern
honestly.
Wita kissed Albern’s forehead
softly.
“Now it doesn’t, does it?”
Albern did not answer it but he felt
better and kept on eating his ice-cream. When they arrived at Rizal’s home,
Wita took off Albern’s uniform then she asked him to wash his hands and ate
Mbok Pinem’s food. Albern washed his hands only but did not want to eat. He
told Wita that he was full. Wita tried to cook something in the kitchen. After
she had finished, she fed him a little. Albern loved her food so he ate by
himself.
The relationship between Rizal
and Wita was wide apart but she understood this situation. Now she took care of
Albern and did stuff such as taking Albern to school, she helped him do his
homework and they drew together etc. Those things made Albern feel comfortable
and happy with her. Someday when Albern went out from his class, he ran rapidly
to Wita.
“Aunt Wita, look, I got A+
on my exam!”, he exclaimed.
“That’s great, Sweetheart! Rizal
must be proud of you.”, then she carried him in her hug.
“It’s because of you, Aunt.
Thanks a lot!”, Albern kissed Wita’s cheek.
“You’re welcome, Albern Dear!
Let’s go home!”
YYY
“Wita, I won’t be busy and will
spend most of the time at home with Albern. You don’t need to look after him
anylonger. Now, I need to take a rest. Is it okay if I do not accompany you to
home?”
“Yes, of course. I’ll be fine,
Rizal.”
Wita drove his car to her home.
She thought that her relationship with Rizal would be back to normal. They
could spend anything together because he would not be busy the following day.
But the fact was completely different. Rizal never visited her home or asked
her to go for a date. Actually, he had a new woman which might be his wife. She
was so sexy but not as beautiful as Wita to be honest. Rizal was crazy about
that woman. Then he intoduced her to Albern.
“Albern, this is Aunt Selena, she
might be your new mom.”
“Never in million years, Dad. I
don’t like that woman. I only want Aunt Wita to be my mother. I loved Aunt
Wita.”, Albern shouted and went to his room.
Even Rizal’s friend at his office
had warned him about Selena.
“Hey, Dude, she’s very arrogant
you know. She spends her money only for buying make up and useless stuff. And
the worst thing is she loves shopping everyday. If you married her, you would
run out of money.”
YYY
In the morning, Albern did not
want to be woken up by Mbok Pinem. He covered his body up with blanket. Mbok
Pinem told Rizal about it then Rizal went to Albern’s room. He was surprised
because Albern got a slight fever.
“I don’t want to go school, Dad.”,
Albern stated.
“I know, you’re sick, Son. Let’s
see a doctor.”, Rizal advised.
“No, I don’t want to go there
either.”
“So, what do you want? I promise
I will buy it you in order for you to get better.”
“I just want to see Aunt Wita.
Let’s visit her place, Dad. I miss her.”
Rizal thought for a while. He
imagined the romantic events which he had done with Wita. He admitted that he
never said his feeling or declared his love. He felt guilty because he had hurt
Wita’s feeling. He knew that they both loved each other.
“Dad, when will we see Aunt
Wita?”, Albern inquired him.
“Hm, yes, tonight we’ll go there.
I must go to work this morning. But Albern, you should drink a medicine and eat
well, okay?
“Really? Tonight? Yeay. Yes, I
will Dad. Thank you.”
“Good boy. That’s my son.”, Rizal
caressed Albern’s hair.
YYY
While Rizal was driving his car,
Albern who was sitting next to him could not stop telling his days with Wita. Rizal
loved to hear what Albern was saying.
After they arrived at Wita’s
house, Albern got out off the car then ran to Wita’s house.
“Come on, Dad!”
“Wait a minute, I have to pick up
our suitcase.”
Albern was not patient enough to
wait his dad. He wished he could reach the bell. Finally, Rizal pushed the bell
and Wita’s servant came up. Before she said something, Albern said something
first.
“Where’s Aunt Wita?”, Albern asked.
“She’s in the living room, Kid.”,
she replied.
Albern went inside of the house
and tried to find Wita. Wita was sitting on a sofa with her magazine. Albern
saw her and began to shout.
“AUNT WITA!”, Albern ran to
Wita’s hug.
“Albern, My Dear!”, Wita
surprisely stood up and hugged him tightly.
They both did not know if Rizal
saw them behind. Rizal smiled and kept walking to them.
“With whom did you come, Albern?”,
Wita wondered.
“With Daddy.”, replied Albern.
“Hello, Wita!”, said Rizal.
“Ouhh, hello, Rizal! I’m very
glad that you two came here.”
“It’s been a long time, huh? Mm,
actually Albern doesn’t really get over from his fever yet. He wants to see
you.”, explained Rizal.
Albern was still on Wita’s hug.
It seemed he was very comfortable.
“Is that true, Albern? Do you
want to see me?”
“Yes, Aunt Wita. Meeting you is
the best medicine for curing my sickness. I miss you so much.”, Albern kissed
Wita.
“So do I, Sweetheart.”, Wita
kissed him back.
Rizal and Wita sat on sofa and
watched television. Albern nearly felt asleep on Wita’s hug and did not want to
stop lying his head on her shoulder.
“I apologise because we came here
so late. Albern was missing you so bad.”
“No need to say sorry. It’s okay.
By the way, have you given him a medicine?”
“I have, but it doesn’t totally
work yet.”
“Oh, I see. Well, you’re not
going to go home tonight, are you? It’s better for you to sleep at my home. You
both can sleep in guest’s room. What do you think?”
“Okay. Thank you.”
“I want to sleep with Aunt Wita.”,
cried Albern.
“How if Albern sleeps with me,
Rizal? Do you mind?”, Wita asked.
“No, not at all. Go ahead.”,
Rizal permitted.
“I want to sleep with Daddy too.”,
cried Albern again.
Rizal and Wita were surprised.
They were impossible to sleep together without marriage permission. But the
smart Wita had an idea. They could sleep in the living-room. She put her pump
bed from to the living room. Then they slept together in front of the
television. Albern was in the middle between Rizal and Wita. But Albern faced
Wita and they were in one long-pillow. He felt asleep peacefully not longer
after that. Actually, neither Rizal and Wita could sleep because they were
thinking about one same thing. They felt like a little family and Albern was
their real son. There was a warm feeling around them. Until Albern spoke in his
slept.
“Mom...., mommy Wita....”
“Ssshhhh....”, Wita calmed him by
caressing his back several times.
Albern stopped speaking. Rizal
heard what Albern said clearly and he started thinking to make Wita became his
wife. He thought about it all night long.
YYY
Sunday morning. Albern had
completely gotten over from his fever. Wita washed him in the bathroom then fed
him. Rizal was still sleeping because he had not slept that night. Wita left
him sleeping like a baby. Albern and Wita had fun all day. In the afternoon,
Albern got tired. He slept and was carried by Wita’s on her hug after he drank his
milk.
“Rizal, rizal, wake up!”, Wita
woke Rizal up.
“Hooaaamm, what time is it?”, he
looked at the clock. It was already one o’clock. “Oh Gosh!”
“You’d better take a shower and
then eat. I cooked some food and put them on the table.”
After Rizal took a shower, he ate
Wita’s food. He was surprised because the taste of the food is same with
Berny’s, his late wife. It was very tasty. While he was eating, he saw Wita was
caressing Albern on her hug. With no doubt, Rizal was completely sure to make
Wita becoming his new wife.
In short way, finally, Rizal
married with Wita and lived happily. It was the end of finding a surrogate
mother. Albern got a little sister named Alta. Even though Wita had her own
child, she still loved Albern as well. Rizal loved Wita with all his heart, so
did Wita. Y
THE END
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